I commited a mother's cardinal sins last night. Denied the mother's first instinct. The consequence? Nothing less than fatal. My baby fell off from our bed. Somehow I knew something bad could happen to her, yet I resisted to prevent it. Could I be the only mother who doesn't follow her heart? If I were, I deserve to receive the consequence, not my baby.
After last night accident, I & husband H are functioning like zombie today. Ironically, the only one who is herself is my baby. She is as joly as ever like nothing ever happened to her. Thanks God, now we can look back and try to find a scape goat for our unforgiveable, reckless act. When you have to endure hours of constant crying in countless sleepless nights then it's not hard to find the goat...
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